I was with the Lord, and I saw a little girl and a little boy. They both seemed to be around 8-9 years old. When they saw me, they were so excited. They both took my hand to lead me to the cave. Once we were in the cave, the little girl was so anxious to show me a room. When we got to the room, she told me that I had to drop the rocks. I didn’t realize I was carrying a shoulder bag full of rocks. She said the rocks could not go into the room, so I left the bag of rocks outside the door. Once we got inside, the room looked like a party room for kids. It was full of lights and decorations and there was a lot of pink in the room. It was a party to celebrate me. Afterwards, the little boy wanted to show me the next door down another path. He took my hand and called me mom. Before I left, I asked the Lord what He wanted me to bring back. The little boy gave me an olive branch. When I looked up what the olive branch represents, it said: brings together peace, hope and resolution of conflicts in relationships, righteousness, and Tree of Life.
I had 2 abortions when I was very young. God has already healed me concerning that years ago. I was not expecting an experience like that one. But those were my children, and they were so excited to see me. The message for me and for other women who have gone through that; men who encouraged the girls/women or men who did not want the girls/women to go through with an abortion is this: it is time to drop the rocks, drop the heaviness you have been carrying around. God is NOT mad at you. Your child/children are NOT mad at you. Your children are fine and are happy and they want you to be happy. They went back to where they came from, to Abba Daddy. They will be excited to see you one day and will be waiting for you. It is time to live; time to enter into the joy of the Lord. That is what that party was about.
As horrible as it was to do that, God forgives us when we repent. I read something on Facebook one day as God was in the process of healing me concerning this. It said something to the effect, if you had an abortion, you are the mother of a dead baby. I was ready to crawl back under a rock after reading that. But God spoke up and said that mother is also dead. He said you are a new creation in Christ.
Also, for those who lost a child/children in other ways, the message is the same. Drop the rocks and enter into the joy of the Lord. Your children are fine and look forward to seeing you again one day. And we will see them for eternity when the time comes.
It’s time to drop the rocks!
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This touched my heart. Thank uou for sharing. I had to read it three times. It seemed like it could be my story and I’m 60. Praise God for your courage in sharing. There are so many that need Jesus. I saw that phrase, mother of a dead child today, on my friend’s Facebook. It cuts like a knife, even though we know we repented and are forgiven. The heart consequences are real. My biggest regret. Jesus is grace, mercy and love.
Beautifully written and well said. I was not sure where the story was going however, reading it gave me chills. A unique perspective and a positive reflection
this is a story of God’s grace and his love for his daughters. Tears welled up as a read this again today. hearing your story and knowing you makes it even more profound that God would come to you at a moment you weren’t even thinking about the loss, he showed you his love at just the right moment. I believe this will minister to others who need to put down their own rocks and not carry the shame and pain any more. thank you so much for sharing. Love you my brave friend
Drop the rocks! Thank you for sharing. Such a testimony. I love amazing Love, your story reminded me that rocks are generally thrown in judgement like the woman caught in adultery, David used them to slay his giant, such powerful statements, then God uses them for surrender, Leave the shame at the door!